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have you every wondered.....
wondered whether you were ever right before............
In your choices...
Views of life...
View of things around you...and me...
more choices of words to cover up whatever you feel...
The choices you make each day with every event that comes along..
The choices of choosing what you wanna do...
What you wanna say...
What you wanna portray...
How about...for the people around you...with you..
I sit here now..today..at this very hour...thinking of all that could have happened if i did not choose the words i chose to use..
Or the choices i made regarding life..relationships..friendships..and many more...
What if....just what if...my choices where wrong..so very very wrong in every way..but i still follow it so dearly because i believe that the past might re-occur...or maybe...
Something which i didn't intend to happen..happens..
Again i sit here today...at this very hour..by my bed..thinking...
What if i chose differently...
I am a living walking storage house of secrets and unheard stories of people which has gone through many walks of life and many types of choices made...
but why do i still choose to follow my standings when i know..there is a flaw in what i think...
So what if i chose differently..
If i chose to let go...to open up...to let this "STONE" heart of mine to actually become something fragile..
Something fragile which has been mended up through years of care-freeness and ignorance...
Will it be broken again into a million pieces and thrown away like in the past..or would it be kept so dearly by the person it was actually opened up to..
I am only 18...this phrase has always been running through my head..
I am only 18..i have the whole world in front of me...
I am only 18..i have years and years of hardship to go through..
I am only 18..i have the chance and choice to make something happen..
I am only 18..the story of my life and my world couldn't have been given to me so easily..
I am only 18..do i wanna tie myself down.......
I am only 18...i do not understand the meaning of LOVE....
I am only 18......................Is there such thing as LOVE....
I am only 18...............................am i willing to commit........
I am only 18...........................................if i do....will i have the strength to stay on....
I am only 18.....................................................these are my golden years....
So...i am only 18...what are my choices...if i did and chose differently...
Nobody knows...but all i know is that...i am troubled...by the little little things that happen around me and to me...or with me....
I am just only 18...what will i do....
I only hope...my heart does not become fragile again....
I am only 18...i do not want to suffer a loss again which will take time to recover...
I only hope...if my heart does become fragile...the person holding it will keep it dearly..
I am only 18....i am still immature and i know nothing...
I only hope.....that this isn't a lie...
I am only 18....please do help me find out.....
I only hope...............there is no lie....
I am only 18......i am already lost...
I only hope........a light will appear and save me..
I am only 18.......this is not happening...
I only hope..........if its true...stay by me....
I am only 18......she is too...
I only hope..................she has the keys...
I am only 18..........but she makes me think of things i wouldn't do....
I only hope....these things will not come so quickly...
I am only 18.........but she has made me tear..at things i've never teared for...
I only hope.....these are crocodile tears...
I am only 18.........but i miss her.........
I only hope....i don't miss her too much...
I am only 18...............but i think of...oh nothing...
I only hope..it stays oh nothing...
~SeanChua~