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bum bum and more BUMS. =.=
somehow feeling annoyed at the time. but it'll be alright in awhile. =)
just bored and the weather is just helping me to heat up my temperature. somehow.. i got a feeling that this post is gonna be a weird plus.. yeah.. basically its just weird and more craps. so dun go asking me wat am i talking bout bcoz.. I DUN EVEN KNOW WAT IM TYPING OR TALKING BOUT..
anyway.. screwed that.. im SOO gonna fail most of my sub. cant really focus on my papers for the past three days. wait.. hmmm.. friday, monday and today? which is stil 3 days right? yeah.. bout the same =.=
during friday's science papers somehow.. im just too sleepy. eyes were half closed while im doing the first paper which is paper2. yeah.. fast fast finish then.. sleep. sleep til half way then somehow.. my whole body just... vibrate?
well.. of course not like the phone's vibration la. that's way too much. LoL. just slight vibrate. i think i was having a bad dream or smtg then just.. vibrate. one of my fren.. or two? cant rmb..i was blurring out by that time.. anyway.. they actually saw it and.. they or he was actually staring at me by that time.. obviously thinking that im crazy or something. and he went laughing. =.= how can someone actually sleep til half way and vibrate? =.=
so on.. yesterday.. during moral test. mood just suddenly went all the way down. saw the moral paper.. its just one annoying paper. dun really care and just junk all the craps inside and sleep. again. dun even care to check back. no idea what had got into me. normally i'll treat my exams papers seriously. i'll DEFINITELY check back my papers over and over again til the teacher said that time's up..but now.. im actually hating it and wasn't serious bout it. sigh.. wat is wrong with me?
history paper was after that. it was paper1. so.. i just went shooting here and there. cover my paper, buried my face in my bag and sleep again. and im actually just sitting just right beside teacher's table. which.. i dun really care whether teacher wan to say anything bout me hugging my beg.
obviously we cant have our bags with us during exam but.. dun care neway. the bag is just somehow.. my baby? LoL. yeah.. it always gave me the comfort that i wanted most since there's no one to hug.. im that type of person that loves hugs alot =) as in ALOT. but never did it often or show it out in another word. ended up always express by using stuff. =) so if u ever seen me in shol or class or.. anywhere with a bag.. definitely, u will be seeing me hugging my bag here and there. of course not to canteen.
recalling back.. i had actually bring my bag along with me to the gent a few times. LoL. wait.. that time was having tummy ache. need support. LoL. yeah.. okay okay.. =.= i know it's lame.
today's account paper.. at least.. im concentrating throughout the 2:30hours. then after recess having bm paper1. and again. junk bout watever that comes into my mind. lazy to think and just.. annoy with the paper. look at it aso feel like wanna tear it into pieces. can guarantee this time my bm is getting a wonderful red ink pen on my report card. wonderful =)
at least all was gone.. for now.. hopefully it doesnt happen tmr. wait.. tmr's having math. =) well.. it's one of my fav that keeps me going.. =) so should be alright..
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now.. some random junk.. dunno why these ques.. somehow.. just pop right through my head.. so.. why not type it out?
~.* ever hate urself?
~.* ever think that why are u always so immature in handling things and stuff? ( not pointing or accusing at u readers ah.. ><>
~.* why cant i just go all the way stroke so that there's ntg in the world that i can care. dun have to care bout anything at all. which.. this makes life more easier?
~.* ever think that u're always so useless in everything?
~.* ever feel like wanna go wild and just do wat u wanna do but somehow fear was the one that hold u back?
~.* u wan a slap so much from a person but u just cant get it..why? O.o
~.* u're selfish and just wanna change someone else? [which most likely had to depend on whether the better side or just satisfy ur needs]~.* ever feel like slapping urself SO hard on the day that u realize wat is actually going on behind the scene? and just shut ur dAmn complaining mouth?*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*
o~kay~~ wat am i talking bout.. =.=
sorry bout the upper post if i had said anything wrong. >< my thinking is somehow.. just out.
somehow.. just feeling frus at the time. LoL.. will be over soon later tonight or so. =) ignore that. sorry once again..
okay.. im out..muackz.
~GraceKoh~
~>* au revoir*<~